i'm in kingston and i was supposed to get a better look at queen's today because i got accepted but i ended up accepting my offer at u of t via iphone instead LOL HOW DOES THAT WORK
my mom doesn't care right now obv because she's too busy being mad at me
talk to her about alternate options and this is what i get
hahahha GOD of course it wouldn't be a day in the life of inggrid wibowo if it didn't have an angry mom in it
it IS my fault for being flaky as shit and completely non-committal towards the whole thing
idk what the fuck to study
i hate that the one thing i'm passionate about is non-marketable and completely unrealistic
who the fuck actually cares if you can make a pretty website
no stop this is not supposed to be a pity party skwoeonf FUCK okay get it together
regarding living apart from my parents, i think kim being my roommate was a big part of the whole thing, but now that she's not going to queen's all of that's up in the air. i doubt i can survive my first year alone or with a stranger roommate. i need someone i'm familiar with and i can trust to look out for me (i need someone to wake me up earlier than noon)
uottawa doesn't cut it for me. they've been super generous with me and their co-op program is something to seriously consider. i would go there if i was 100% sure i want to study politics but i'm not completely sold
i wanted queen's because it is prestigious the campus is gorgeous and kingston is cute and it's a mid-sized uni which is nice and they have a lot of student clubs which would make community involvement easy. but it is expensive and kingston is cute but bland as hell. also that residence thing
mcgill is like u of t but in montreal so what's the point
u of t is u of t it's terrifying it's a gpa killer WHY WOULD I GO TO THIS SCHOOL AAAAAAA
no okay reasons:
- i want to see if i can actually live up to its standards. if i can survive a year at utsg then i can survive anywhere else
- toronto is a great city. i don't explore it enough. even if i can't get involved in school related activities, there are tons of opportunities outside of school
- cheapest option by far (with the possible exception of uottawa bc of the giant scholarship they gave me)
- dad keeps reassuring me that this is a trial year. if i don't feel like i could do this for 3 more years, then i can transfer out
- prestiiiiige
i think i made the right decision. hooray self-therapy i guess. i'm gonna haul ass inside the hotel and start on a math unit now because i need to GRADUATE (!!!) and also it's cold outside of this dumb hotel
see you next year u of t
(wnoskwjq no i can't that sentence still freaks me out I'M GONNA BE A U OF T STUDENT UGH WHAT WHABER AHAT HOW DID THIS HAPPOPPPLPPPPPPEN)
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