inggrid, 15. ([info]radiuju) wrote,
@ 2008-11-11 17:03:00
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Entry tags:rambling, true confessions

instead of running around in circles...



Sorry, Livejournal.
I just need to get a few things off my mind.

1. I need to be able to look back on this and not cringe.
if i told you the reason as to why I did it,
I'd look like some superficial bitch
which I am, to be honest.

on the bright side,
I still care enough about you
to let you think otherwise.


2. so this is my annoying habit.
everytime I meet someone new
I categorize, class, and judge them.

what they look like,
who their friends are,
what I've heard about them,
and so on and so forth.

I wish I would stop.

I always, always, always
end up giving them either
too much respect
or too little of it.


3. I'm not liking any of my classes this year.
French people baffle me.
every time I try and talk like them,
with all their sharp 'q's and 'cr's
I'm afraid a humongous

ball
of
phlegm

will come flying out of my mouth.

mais ils sont tres adorables.


4. there's no one quite like you out there.
high school's not bad.

but you're not here
people are transferring elsewhere
and oh dear,
all these units!

everyone's breaking up
right
before
my eyes
and I feel so, so, so helpless.
I am beyond scared
of losing you.

I don't want new friends.
I want you.
I want to go back.

someone build a time machine!


5. hey, you. yeah, you.
I have a little surprise for you.

I actually knew what the value of x was
when 3x - 2 = 8.

I just like asking you things.



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[info]aiholic
2008-11-13 01:35 am UTC (link)
Cryptic indeed。But I'm giving you a virtual hug anyway。

Ready ?

( HUGSSS )

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[info]aquascape
2008-11-15 03:28 am UTC (link)
Number two and number four are pretty much how I feel right now too .__.
I really hope things improve for you--you're one of the sweetest people I know and you of all people do not deserve to go through this.

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